Topsy-Turvy
kadang2 rasa nak tutup je la blog ni. xde pekdah pun. like a hassle je. tak pandai tulis, takde pengajaran, bahasa tak best, susah nak paham... etc. etc.
but again.. who cares..? ;)
i just read a blog of my.. ehem.. an old crush. obviously, not a he, but she. hoho.. kinda gay.. no la.. it was an old school story. everybody around me makes me cringe and flinch. not a little but obstrusively.
those days... what a heaven. i miss the moment at every inch. even if lots of controversion and hidden sinful things done but it was just for fun. why that teen aged was such that Shangri-La? we never have to worry about money, homeworks (tiru), studies (dah tere hahak), and the biggest problem that we didn't have to mind about, boys. it was a true freedom... having a 'gurlfren' was not a problem.. we could hang out and holding hands exhibitly :) damn i really miss that moment!
but time flies... i dunno what happen to most of them especially my beloved lalim-lalim shazliniazni. where is she? i could not find her... and osso that old crush,(her name is as*lah) what she's actually doing? working as a nurse? or what?
naim lilbanat... i still can feel the smell. i wasn't famous those days and i don't think people know me. but i miss det school, demn.. the biggest memory is during my short stay at hostel (after PMR trial blah tros)... my own dorm was just a place to sleep, change cloth and keep my belongings. miahaha~ the rest was at ayu's dorm at the old hostel building. ayu? she marries our teacher's son.. :)
once, she got red-eyes, and we asked the warden to allow us go out to the hospital where my dad was working. there was lots of patients and i was thinking about being late to come back to the hostel. luckily my dad came and told the registration counter "this girl is my niece so please let her go inside earlier cus she has to report back to the hostel before 4". later then her name was called. haha.
it was another phase of my naim's life. the first phase was very aching. i lost most of them. it was my fault for being so greedy. too prehensiled to have someone, then i lost everyone. and it was not run smooth. stumbled.. fell.. and buried. i dunno where they are. at least most of them cuz i am now connecting to fiza & ad. and osso fiona noor aishah :) the model. she used to be my friend. we used to ponteng kelas & curi makan masa kelas together. but today, does she still remember me? or i am just a hunk for her? doesn't matter la...
and those who still close to me until now, won't say "you change a lot" as what i got from as*lah and some of ex-naimians. but they'll say "you are still the same topsy-turvy along that i knew 10 years ago" is it, efie? efie, you are crazy...
the rest like tett, akh, ani, mcyah and whatsoever.. we attached after leaving naim. in another jail..
:)
miss you gurls..we rawk!!!
but again.. who cares..? ;)
i just read a blog of my.. ehem.. an old crush. obviously, not a he, but she. hoho.. kinda gay.. no la.. it was an old school story. everybody around me makes me cringe and flinch. not a little but obstrusively.
those days... what a heaven. i miss the moment at every inch. even if lots of controversion and hidden sinful things done but it was just for fun. why that teen aged was such that Shangri-La? we never have to worry about money, homeworks (tiru), studies (dah tere hahak), and the biggest problem that we didn't have to mind about, boys. it was a true freedom... having a 'gurlfren' was not a problem.. we could hang out and holding hands exhibitly :) damn i really miss that moment!
but time flies... i dunno what happen to most of them especially my beloved lalim-lalim shazliniazni. where is she? i could not find her... and osso that old crush,(her name is as*lah) what she's actually doing? working as a nurse? or what?
naim lilbanat... i still can feel the smell. i wasn't famous those days and i don't think people know me. but i miss det school, demn.. the biggest memory is during my short stay at hostel (after PMR trial blah tros)... my own dorm was just a place to sleep, change cloth and keep my belongings. miahaha~ the rest was at ayu's dorm at the old hostel building. ayu? she marries our teacher's son.. :)
once, she got red-eyes, and we asked the warden to allow us go out to the hospital where my dad was working. there was lots of patients and i was thinking about being late to come back to the hostel. luckily my dad came and told the registration counter "this girl is my niece so please let her go inside earlier cus she has to report back to the hostel before 4". later then her name was called. haha.
it was another phase of my naim's life. the first phase was very aching. i lost most of them. it was my fault for being so greedy. too prehensiled to have someone, then i lost everyone. and it was not run smooth. stumbled.. fell.. and buried. i dunno where they are. at least most of them cuz i am now connecting to fiza & ad. and osso fiona noor aishah :) the model. she used to be my friend. we used to ponteng kelas & curi makan masa kelas together. but today, does she still remember me? or i am just a hunk for her? doesn't matter la...
and those who still close to me until now, won't say "you change a lot" as what i got from as*lah and some of ex-naimians. but they'll say "you are still the same topsy-turvy along that i knew 10 years ago" is it, efie? efie, you are crazy...
the rest like tett, akh, ani, mcyah and whatsoever.. we attached after leaving naim. in another jail..
:)
miss you gurls..we rawk!!!
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