Paid

baru balik dari kertih. penat. semalam naik bas pukul 2pagi. sampai pkl 6 pagi. laju giler driver tu tapi tak terasa pun sal... naik2 bas je terus terZZZZ...

horrible jugakla sebelum pergi sana. 2-3 hari sebelum g kertih along nangis tak renti-renti. mata bengkak je sepanjang masa. miserable... nobody could understand how emotional it was.

hari nak bertolak ke kertih pun along wat lewa2 je... bas pukul 3, pukul 2 baru kuar umah. tak tau nak cakap... excited but at the same time feeling like 'what's gonna happen next?'. when you know whne you'll die, you'll feel less excited but still dyingly want to do something you wanna do. reached kertih at 8.30pm. frens of mine fecth me dekat jejantas after traffic light rantau (it wasn't there 3 years ago rite?). then, check in a room in awan* kij*l. nasib baik ada kad kredit, if tak cemana nak bawak rm1000 cash tuk deposit tu... suprisingly i met my class a.k.a officemate masa tgh check in. j*mi macam mamat hip hop.. sampai tak kenal dibuatnye :P

awan* kij*l... not bad, the room is osso not bad... but many things make it doesn't worth it price per nite..
1. remote TV kene tekan lama2 baru OK.
2. flush rosak.
3. sejadah dapat hari last duk situ. isk3x...
4. kesukaran membukak pintu bilik.
5. suasana tak best.
6. takde brown sugar. hahak.

kertih... a memorable place.. spent a nite jalan2 tempat yg dulu2 biasa lalu, kampung baru.. jalan cempaka... :) cuma xgi mc donald.

alhamdulillah... semua misery agak hilang. jumpa kawan2... even xjumpa new friends except a guy from mlng & ogp, but jumpa kawan2 especially old friends is enough to release heat from my head. & mengeratkan hubungan dgn oficemate especialy aima & erik. then i feel more myself.

and my old friend. pasang surut. but still like before.

walaupun demikian, it's still a little vibration in my relationship with somebody. it's always like that... some misunderstanding, and ketidakpuasan hati.

biasala. life. something to pay for the price of something.

and paid.