HyMn

it's been so long... i involve i blog writing... but non of my entry is beneficial. wtf! but wait... set back baby.. who cares?

time flies, i turn 24 this year :) not a good number combination. old enough. and still ugly. while, in hijrah year, i am 25 this 1427. wow! a quarter decade!

age maybe nothing, but what we've been through all these years back.. would be paid some time in the future. i heard a lot from several people to stop thinking about past and start to look ahead. it's something that very hard for me to think. i was very impress this morning, i woke up and prepare my little brother to school. something that i couldn't have in my normal daily life. my happiness is cuddling inside my family's warmth... but everything is over as i climb the ladder of ageing.

being an adult is not a kinda freedom. so mussy. inside and outside. see what.. those who did commit suicide were adults. i don't think kids have brain-damaging problem as what faced by adults.

now i really hope for a petronas plant to be built in kelantan. nobody could offers a better life but my own family.