wwaaRRRGGHHHH!!!!

this must be the most hectic time in my life. i have 3 things to be settled in less than 24 hours! all are bigs!

i dunno what happen to my life, but since last week, everything is going red.. and sometimes pink. it's not because of gong xi fa cai. huhu... hm.. i dunnot sure... but i like this feeling. everything makes me smile even if i am extremely exhausted. not enough sleep or even rest. even, not enough water but extra food! (and so my digestion system is very2 bad). but i like this. yes i am right when i said "when doing something we love or to someone we love, we'll never feel tired.." but this statement sounds very weird to a species called MEN. they'll feel tired no matter how deep are their loves on you ;p

this is 8.30pm and i'm still in the office. i can't recognize what is playing in my mind. everything is sommersaulting.. WARGHHHHH!!! enough to stress me. but i feel a bit peace in mind, coz i can hear the good things whispering "it is just around the corner..." i feel so tired, but yet so happy.. and hopefully this is not a fake murmur...

i don't care.. if i have to pay a huge price, cos for what have been done on me was very tough and i wanna leave everything behind. hopefully.. tomorrow would create a new chapter in my life..

if by june still nothing changes, i will delete this entry, please remind me...