Pergh!

akhirnya berjaya jugek mengupdate blog yg abandon sekian lama ni. bila balik utp tuhari memang banyak tol soalan yg aku terpaksa jawab dan ada yg tak terjawab. nak jawapannya bace je la blog ni. takkan la nak sms setiap org or call setiap org nak update stories kan... sekarang ni haper yg aku sedang buat ialah:-

- not sure whether diperbodohkan, memperbodohkan, menyembodohkan, tp mmg rasa macam tol2 seorang yg budus je la! apehal! aku baru je konvo la!
- boring! apakah yg telah terjadi? oh Tuhan berikan daku jawapan!
- my mood is entirely killed.

what had happen to me? iya.. everything that i build for these several years had been killed in only 5minutes by somebody... yeah, somebody. it really happened... a hundred years will never enough to build a kingdom but a nite is more than enough to ruin it into smaller than pieces... please.. i am really undergoing overstress. please la don't provide me more stress!
you know what, my life is never been better (ayat mettett). obstacle is everywhere... hate to say but it is true.

okay forget about the unchangable things. demn it~

some jokes during convo...

JOKE I
He : Ait Along, ko dah kawin kan?
Me : Ni sapa pulak yg bawak cerita ni...

JOKE II
Me : Tak kontek kita pun...
A : Orang dah ada abang cane nak kontek nanti abang mara..
Me : Uik! (sambil mata terbeliak)

JOKE III
F : Eh eh, Along tok ke Si F***in cakap awak nak kawin? Dengan sapa?
Me : Ha'ah, dengan di F***in tu lar...

JOKE IV
B : Bila ko kawin? Tak bagitau pon..
Me : 10 tahun lg aku bgtau la...
lawak kan? lawak kan?

another joke...
Abang : Keje kat KLCC kan, watpe kat L*m*t ni?
Me : Ada projek kompeni, wat jaket.
Abang : Jaket? Siap kene datang sini lagi? Bukan ko keje pet ke?
Me : Ye la.
Abang : Owh, jaket kuning yang pakai time wat keje tu ek?
Me : Isk3x... Jaket tu kaki platform yg gali minyak tengah laut tu la abang...
Abang : Lho, igtkan baju tu, igt nak book satu.

fun? no more :) no friend.. all are gone. nothing's fun here. no life, no feeling.. i mean no other feeling that blues. you know what blue is? if you wanna know try to replace me than you know. everything is outta control. but i try to be happy. by hoping for a better tomorrow. but tomorrow will be the same day... numbing, fooling, etc.

okay okay... everything is not that bad... :) maybe i am just too new and still in familiariasation phase. but one thing i have inside my gut.. i really wanna be at someplace. but i dunno whether it is feasible (urgh), and reliable. but things will change out of control. i am dyingly wait for the moment. take me to the place i dream of.. a place where i can lay my hope peacefully, but for sure it is NOT in my CUBICLE!