Babe I'm Leaving I Must Be On My Way...
my life would be 360degrees rotated in the next fortnight. whee... it's hard to accept actually, but but else can i do kan. today is my last day snoring on my own bed. alone. 2 weeks from now, my sista would be back & i won't be alone anymore. we share this bed. 2 weeks from now, i will turn into a 23-year-old cute lady (a makcik thought i was a school girl). 2 weeks from now, i wanna go to somewhere. lots of unpredictable things la would be happen soon in 2 weeks tym.
now i am holding the record of the best 'penanamanggur terlama dan terkaya'. ahaha! i hope, for the next two weeks, i would give the award to someone else, huhu. am i too choosy? i don't think so la. those employers are choosy. even KF* didn't want to hire me. even kedai runci* pun rejected me. choosy ker camtuh? construction company.. muahahaha, downs. punyela call beriya², ble orang dah sanggup reject plak. ~:> laaa... takde rezeki..
talking about rezeki, i really count on it but i don't believe in nasib. if nasib is right, why we are all have to go for work? why we have to pray? way we have to do what a living should do? if nasib is right, we don't have to work hard to be rich and don't have to be poor to be papakedana. if nasib is right, why we'll be evaluated to decide whether we'll be sent to heaven or hell? if nasib is right, we just have to wait for the call. everything is happen for a reason. even my so-called nasib is not as good as my fwens, but it doesn't tell that i amsosial or bernasib malang. it just a something that we never know until it comes.
that's why we have to sacrify some shed of sweat instead of waiting for the luck to come. yesterday i was mad when my dad cut the grass in our yard and my beloved yellow flowers were cut as well. i told him that i really love that plant because i asked for it from God and he gave me. my dad said "i put it here, it didn't fall down from heaven". i told him "i'm not telling that God bestowed it for me from heaven, it must be somebody put it here but i did ask it. and you just the medium". my dad agreed "yes, nothing's fall from heaven but Allah's gift will always reaching us for some reason". yet, i believe that we have to walk & work even if Allah is preparing to give us something.
i don't have much time to write. starting from tomorrow, my beloved blog won't be updated, maybe for the next 3/4 months. huhu. i wanna write about everything today.
when nur amalina bakri, the 17a's gurl broke the record, i heard a lot of negative responds. but i do respect one of the respond from my aunt. she said "media shouldn't expose too much that she loved to go online, music, movies, TV, etc. it just encourage other students to be amusement addict, and it's not good for some kids. maybe she could catch up but not for everybody". other responds just made my mind says "macam la dia tu best sangat, spm pun xseberapa, uni pun tak seberapa, keje pun tak seberapa" muahaha.
franky say, she's so ideal in my eyes. it's not because of her 17a's, but her achievement towards her goal. a year before, she announced that she wanted to make a new record by getting 17a1 in her spm. and she did. it's about her goal. how many of us could kick the ball exactly into our goals? i swear that i'm not. or, how many of us have our own goals? what we want in life? achieving goal is not like makan bila lapar. it's apa kita nak makan bila kita lapar agar ia menjadikan kita kenyang dan bertenaga. some say, what they want in life is to be rich. but what they do just like typical other people, working, working, and killing themselves. they don't really know what is rich and how to get rich. goal setting is what we put in front and we walk toward it thoroughly. it needs some plans, not just walking selambeje....
talking about goal, i do praise those who achieved their goal, regardless in what field. regardless their race or religion. regardless what they do. i don't wanna talk about the greatest guy, our beloved Phrophet PBUH. he's undeniably praiseful! but i'm more into people around us. one of them is, KRU brothers. they get there in their young ages. they don't just propagate, (like some of us do) but they do! kadangkala gersang di jiwa tertekan dengan isu propaganda, ada yang mengaku wira tp sebenarnya gila... semuanya fanatik3x.. ehehe... i am a down to earth kinda person and i don't like atas angin things... yuckkk!
i hate to watch TV lately. too many propagating stuffs makes me sick. aha, better watching cartoon la. i can get the latest news from newspaper & internet instead.
yesterday i went to visit abu, currently her name is icha, my cat that i gave it to my auntie. she's so cute & montel. too syiok seeing her, made me forget about shinchan. ehe, be with her until 7.25pm. hoho.
last nite i went to mak teh's house, taught her about internet. ahaks. she's a teacher and i am her teacher. didn't i a great teacher? miahaha.
presently i am waiting for mr posmen to get my something from someone. ahaks. of course it's not my offer letter. (bila wei nak process?!). i hope that mr posmen tak cuti la today (today is public holiday, replaces yesterday's YDP Agong's bithday).
and yeah... i'm leaving. and these things in my list...
dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi satu pintaku jangan coba kau tanyakan kembali rasa yang kutinggal mati seperti hari kemarin saat semua di sini..
now i am holding the record of the best 'penanam
talking about rezeki, i really count on it but i don't believe in nasib. if nasib is right, why we are all have to go for work? why we have to pray? way we have to do what a living should do? if nasib is right, we don't have to work hard to be rich and don't have to be poor to be papakedana. if nasib is right, why we'll be evaluated to decide whether we'll be sent to heaven or hell? if nasib is right, we just have to wait for the call. everything is happen for a reason. even my so-called nasib is not as good as my fwens, but it doesn't tell that i am
that's why we have to sacrify some shed of sweat instead of waiting for the luck to come. yesterday i was mad when my dad cut the grass in our yard and my beloved yellow flowers were cut as well. i told him that i really love that plant because i asked for it from God and he gave me. my dad said "i put it here, it didn't fall down from heaven". i told him "i'm not telling that God bestowed it for me from heaven, it must be somebody put it here but i did ask it. and you just the medium". my dad agreed "yes, nothing's fall from heaven but Allah's gift will always reaching us for some reason". yet, i believe that we have to walk & work even if Allah is preparing to give us something.
i don't have much time to write. starting from tomorrow, my beloved blog won't be updated, maybe for the next 3/4 months. huhu. i wanna write about everything today.
when nur amalina bakri, the 17a's gurl broke the record, i heard a lot of negative responds. but i do respect one of the respond from my aunt. she said "media shouldn't expose too much that she loved to go online, music, movies, TV, etc. it just encourage other students to be amusement addict, and it's not good for some kids. maybe she could catch up but not for everybody". other responds just made my mind says "macam la dia tu best sangat, spm pun xseberapa, uni pun tak seberapa, keje pun tak seberapa" muahaha.
franky say, she's so ideal in my eyes. it's not because of her 17a's, but her achievement towards her goal. a year before, she announced that she wanted to make a new record by getting 17a1 in her spm. and she did. it's about her goal. how many of us could kick the ball exactly into our goals? i swear that i'm not. or, how many of us have our own goals? what we want in life? achieving goal is not like makan bila lapar. it's apa kita nak makan bila kita lapar agar ia menjadikan kita kenyang dan bertenaga. some say, what they want in life is to be rich. but what they do just like typical other people, working, working, and killing themselves. they don't really know what is rich and how to get rich. goal setting is what we put in front and we walk toward it thoroughly. it needs some plans, not just walking selambeje....
talking about goal, i do praise those who achieved their goal, regardless in what field. regardless their race or religion. regardless what they do. i don't wanna talk about the greatest guy, our beloved Phrophet PBUH. he's undeniably praiseful! but i'm more into people around us. one of them is, KRU brothers. they get there in their young ages. they don't just propagate, (like some of us do) but they do! kadangkala gersang di jiwa tertekan dengan isu propaganda, ada yang mengaku wira tp sebenarnya gila... semuanya fanatik3x.. ehehe... i am a down to earth kinda person and i don't like atas angin things... yuckkk!
i hate to watch TV lately. too many propagating stuffs makes me sick. aha, better watching cartoon la. i can get the latest news from newspaper & internet instead.
yesterday i went to visit abu, currently her name is icha, my cat that i gave it to my auntie. she's so cute & montel. too syiok seeing her, made me forget about shinchan. ehe, be with her until 7.25pm. hoho.
last nite i went to mak teh's house, taught her about internet. ahaks. she's a teacher and i am her teacher. didn't i a great teacher? miahaha.
presently i am waiting for mr posmen to get my something from someone. ahaks. of course it's not my offer letter. (bila wei nak process?!). i hope that mr posmen tak cuti la today (today is public holiday, replaces yesterday's YDP Agong's bithday).
and yeah... i'm leaving. and these things in my list...
1. sign up for PLK*. (miahaha)
2. keep on waiting for pet's offer. (waduh, capek²... capek gue! waiting for you drives me crazy!)
3. looking forward to see my love... (oh lel*ki idaman memang kamu tak ada yg lain semua gambaran idola segalanya ada padamu..)
4. fullfilling my tables la.. (alaaahaiiii.. lompang²!)5. going mad
dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi satu pintaku jangan coba kau tanyakan kembali rasa yang kutinggal mati seperti hari kemarin saat semua di sini..
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