Fatigue
menghitung hari... detik demi detik...
it ain't over. actually i should be thankful for this fatigue-contibuting moment. but as a being named human, i couldn't escape from feeling down & thinking bukan-bukan. i dunno either this is a kinda musibah or test or gift or wut?
one thing i can say is, i am fatigue. cool-down,cool-down,cool-down. batu pun bleh terluluhawa. i still can't find any reason for this. to let me update my blog everyday kot. :))
but, yesterday... as i walked down the road in front of my house, i saw the peaceful paddyfield with birds and cows everywhere. as if they told me "don't be too eager to chase the stars and forget about your own garden". cringed. yet at home, i am always blaming the fate and hoping for the hopeless end. thus, my kebun sayur was kera di hutan disusukan anak di rumah mati tak makan. i used to start planting since 4 months ago, but still no production! haha!
and my slim cat, and those chubby kittens. didn't they need me to feed them? if i wasn't here, who would? and those fish..and my lil' bro as well. :))
i am selfish maybe. these guys need me more. but it just my hypothesis. i still dunno why. i'm still holding on the experiment until it satisfy myself.
should i embrace this moment before i havta let it go,... forever? will it be, forever?
it ain't over. actually i should be thankful for this fatigue-contibuting moment. but as a being named human, i couldn't escape from feeling down & thinking bukan-bukan. i dunno either this is a kinda musibah or test or gift or wut?
one thing i can say is, i am fatigue. cool-down,cool-down,cool-down. batu pun bleh terluluhawa. i still can't find any reason for this. to let me update my blog everyday kot. :))
but, yesterday... as i walked down the road in front of my house, i saw the peaceful paddyfield with birds and cows everywhere. as if they told me "don't be too eager to chase the stars and forget about your own garden". cringed. yet at home, i am always blaming the fate and hoping for the hopeless end. thus, my kebun sayur was kera di hutan disusukan anak di rumah mati tak makan. i used to start planting since 4 months ago, but still no production! haha!
and my slim cat, and those chubby kittens. didn't they need me to feed them? if i wasn't here, who would? and those fish..and my lil' bro as well. :))
i am selfish maybe. these guys need me more. but it just my hypothesis. i still dunno why. i'm still holding on the experiment until it satisfy myself.
should i embrace this moment before i havta let it go,... forever? will it be, forever?
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