Otakku Dah Membolot

our application to get sponsorship from the *B was pending because the *B will fly to japan and only back to malaysia on 3rd of may. my brain crammed, we only have tomorrow to settle everything, tomorrow nite, my sidekick, lias will take a ride to penang for 2 days. i'll try to seek for ppd's help tomorrow or else, erm... we've no plan B. this is our weakness for being so naive about handling program such like this. i did not expect for any sponsorship because for me, the matter is the cooperation between team members. but we're really have nil in our wallets.

my dad insisted me to appeal for placement in uitm for tpm scheme. oh no, i don't wanna tie myself with another contract. dad said that his friend told him for surrender in waiting for pet, it's not promising. actually, it's just a promise. huha! but i didn't agree with him. i'll sure i'm not signing any contract agreement with another company or organization. unless i get the formal release letter. i told him, i'll work if there is no contract bonding. he didn't understand that i'll be called anytime. he kept on telling that pet won't give me any job after this hardest 5 months of slacking. i told him about my seniors who had been served other companies for 1-2 years, then pet called them back. it's not possible to be happen on me. if i go for the tpm scheme, i have to serve uitm for a certain period, according to the contract. how if pet calls me next year, or next 5 years, how about my contract with uitm? will pet pay them? i don't think so. that made my dad's mouth shut.

i plan to call ppd tomorrow. and call mr napi as well. and maybe go to kb, seeking for a book. but on wed i have to go to kb again. again? argh, by bus maybe. i just have a couple of nickel...

i'm really tired lately. brain damaged. i fail to wake up as early as before. i have too much things to think, making me forget about seeking for job. urm, banyak sangat piki sampai meleleh2 kuar ikut telinga ni. eii...