i like it!

in this vibe of dark and hopeless,i got a message from azmi, orang kuat my former school's alumni. he told me that he got so many works to do and have no more space to think about the program we're gonna have somewhere in may. he said "you are our only hope. please make sure it works". then my eyes opened wider. unemployment never be a seamy side of my life. the truth of 'to the world you maybe somebody but to somebody you maybe the world' is proven. up to yestesday, my feeling of being a loser has erased.

this month onwards is hectically full of activities. from now on i have to concentrate on our [smachians] two big events ever. this is what i like about myself. i'm struggle to make things work. even if i am a procrastinator but i'll sure everything'll be finished. [i hope this full schedule works will make me forget about the call from my beloved pet].

i dare to say those events are my iniatiative. but out there's someone feel unfair when i declared myself as the director. thought i was a gila kuasa one. ke-ke-ke, kalau nak ambiklah, i don't mind at all. yg penting i do my works and you do your works. but looks like only my works work :) macam hape da.. inilah rupa kebanyakan orang, bila orang lain bertindak komennya berbakul2 tapi nak tunggu dia bertindak, kui-kui-kui, entahlah, kucing dah bertanduk pun tak tau la jalan ke tidak...i admire one of my friend from utm. i didn't ask him to do anything, just wanna inform him but he was willingly offer a piece of his busy time. thank you!

i really hope that plan will work well. i hope i choosed the right date, right moduls, right objectives. ameen... so far it's a bit messy. what to do, it's only one brain stormed! but i hope as my other friends finished their studies & thesis by this month, we're gonna have a better branstorming session.

i feel ease now, even if sometimes my emotion turns upside down. maybe i don't get money, but this free time gives me lots of experience! thanks pet for not calling me yet.