tribute to kGB

until we lose ourselves, there is no hope of finding ourselves - henry miller

went to KB this morning with lani & kujat. asked tijah & cheq out too but they couldn't make it. lani fetched me at home at 10 a.m. initially we planned to go to a clothes warehouse at wakaf che yeh, but dinno the location and not sure the name :P so we chased the traffic to KB. we had a little skirmish about the way to parking venue. my usual parking area is near EON bank, in front of mc doc and i use jalan kebun sultan to reach there. but lani suggested to use the pukul 12 way [although she was the one who drove but she followed my command :P] to get to padang beng in front of pasar siti khadijah. i did never place my car at that place because i was afraid. my illogical fear is because nobody will be responsible on my free-park car at public area [but any parking lot is at our own risk :P]. the point is, i'm not confident to place my car at a free-parking area that also acts as a pedestrians' way.

but we did park there :P

we went to kedai kain & lani get kujat up from her slumbergering. after that we moved to mpkb's old market [pasar lama mpkb]. i was strongly seduced by the beauty of tudung turki there. hmm.. so beuatiful... so attractive... the colors... the cuttings... but, sane mind reminded me instantly "why would i buy something i won't wear?" so i just gave my eyes the satisfaction. in fact, i don't wear that, just in a few occasion, moreover, i have a lot in my wardrobe :)

we went to a supermarket to gather with kujat. after took our lunch at mpkb's old market, we took the car to kbmall [we took the car ot the car took us?]. there, we spent our time until almost 5.

i am so happy although kujat said i looked unhappy. maybe i was in my p*s mood :P i think this is my second time meeting lani after visiting yati's new niece 2-3 weeks ago. and my second/third time meeting kujat after our last redezvous in KL during abg kabi's wedding & slb's interview. isn't it jat? nothing changes la on us, even if kujat asked us "am i look different?" HiHi.

after dissociation, the feeling of need is obviously appear. as stated above by henry miller, we won't appreciate the value of togetherness unless we lose it. we walked together on the youngster avenue for 5 years. since we were teenagers and now we are young adults. it's two separate world that had bring us into a fluctuating situation. we spent our time together, but sometimes we tried to seek for our own time and freedom regardless our friend's feeling. sometimes we blamed each other, formed new groups, quarrel wickedly, get out of self control, etc. but at the end, we knew that it's the heart of friendship itself. from that, me myself, i knew that they're my best friends.

trimas, friends.