i went to KL again....

i went to uitm shah alam on saturday for an interview. it was a big crowd. for civil studs, there were 50 candidates. while waiting for my turn, i say hello so anybody who was free, means not talking with somebody else. then i had a chat with a senior called kak yani. i didn't sure her age, but i guess she must be in her 26 or 27, from her stories and experience.

lots of things we shared, but there was something from her, made me really go down in the mudline at the middle of the ocean. she said that "we have to gamble in everything, because we really don't know where our luck is. you graduated from prestige university, but it doesn't mean you should find a great job. we really don't know where we are in the future, but we should pursue it, and don't underestimate a low class job. why you avoid working with government (since i told her i was recommended for JKR but i refuse to accept), but you don't know if it is the best job for you. you just look at a position in a great company (like petronas kot) but you underestimate others. even a salesgirl pun, you shouldn't low your respect on her. at least she does a halal job, putting her away from bribe..bla bla bla..."

the second last line make me feel shy. yes, i often feel that i am better than others. i often say "ala, keje cashier pun nak berlagak ke". but now, they are better than me. they have the job, but i am still unemployed. how if, petronas doesn't want me, as well as jkr, maybe i would be a cashier at petronas pump station!... wooooo~~~~~