aku hanya...

wake up this morning and nothing has changed. everything is just like yesterday. i am really tired. naperkah nasib diriku begitu malang sekali? it seems like i am wasting my time rolling the same wheel but it doesn't move anywhere. you know hamster? you know the cage with a wheel that rolls everytime the hamster get in it? i feel like that hamster. rolling rolling rolling, but still in the same cage. has no right to go out. no friend. nobody to talk to.

last nite i send a message to my fren, D. i told her i am bored. but she told me "along kna bersyukur sebab duk rumah. bleh tolong mak ayah dan tgk adiqs2 stadi". walla~~~ maybe i am too selfish and always think about myself and just ignore about others. i remember who i was during studying, i was not this idle person. i was somebody (rite, huh?). anything we seek for is actually lies inside us.

ah, i have something to do!