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penat kejar mengejar ngan dunia ni. lately i always wake up late. if bgn awal pun after subuh sure tido balik & bgn pkl 9++. amongst my best frends, i am the one who finished studies & tgh kelam kelibut carik keje. hmm... i hope petronas would offer me a position in the company.
today is not macam semalam anymore. dulu leh ar memain je skg everything goes fast & mesti piki cepat tuk take the opportunities or else abis laaa.. hmmm... i like those challenge actually. skg ni tak balik-balik pun tak jadi hal. i try to reinvent my self, cipta hobi baru, be a rolling stone, change the ambition, plan for financial & so on. obviously have to be independent by assuming 'nobody will take care of me'. may Allah shower His blessing on me.
next year i will move one step to 23-year-old lady. old enough to live all by myself. i should get a job as soon as possible becoz i am a deficit sector & my money is getting er... my wallet is thinner. hmm, today's lady is not same as my mom's. even my mom was working before getting married to my dad at her 25. so, why i must thinking about someting unsual.
even if some of my frens and my juniors & even my lil' sis predicted that "kawin pas grad ni". haha! nonsense la. i couldn't. i wouldn't. i don't want to suffer after the marriage in order to pay my scholarship. byk woo! bcos after having family i planned to retire from job and being a full time mommy. i don't want my kids to 'bangun2 mama dah takde. kite tido balik mama tak balik lagi'. duk dgn maid indon lama-lama jadi indon anak aku. no way!
ok. please. offer me a job. i have to pay the hutang!
today is not macam semalam anymore. dulu leh ar memain je skg everything goes fast & mesti piki cepat tuk take the opportunities or else abis laaa.. hmmm... i like those challenge actually. skg ni tak balik-balik pun tak jadi hal. i try to reinvent my self, cipta hobi baru, be a rolling stone, change the ambition, plan for financial & so on. obviously have to be independent by assuming 'nobody will take care of me'. may Allah shower His blessing on me.
next year i will move one step to 23-year-old lady. old enough to live all by myself. i should get a job as soon as possible becoz i am a deficit sector & my money is getting er... my wallet is thinner. hmm, today's lady is not same as my mom's. even my mom was working before getting married to my dad at her 25. so, why i must thinking about someting unsual.
even if some of my frens and my juniors & even my lil' sis predicted that "kawin pas grad ni". haha! nonsense la. i couldn't. i wouldn't. i don't want to suffer after the marriage in order to pay my scholarship. byk woo! bcos after having family i planned to retire from job and being a full time mommy. i don't want my kids to 'bangun2 mama dah takde. kite tido balik mama tak balik lagi'. duk dgn maid indon lama-lama jadi indon anak aku. no way!
ok. please. offer me a job. i have to pay the hutang!
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