job interview

my first job interview would be Schlumberger. what the hell is that? it's saudara jauh Petronas (the one do not call me for any interview yet), an oilfield services company. uh, forget it. this not about selambejer (we pronounce it as) or petronas... it is about me myself.

engineering was never cross my mind during my schooltime. i used to love to be an architect, as my dad told me so. and i'm sure all my friends knew about this since my hobby was drawing houses! but fortunate or unfortunately, i was sent by God to UTP. hmm, very the late to regret, i am graduated already! soon to hold my certificate of bachelor of engineering (honours) in civil engineering, this makes me qualify to be an engineer! wow, this is cool, rite. how Allah's schedule is very the most complete... i am very happy even if i have to change my plan. (we plan & Allah also plans, but His plan is the Best).

actually i don't want to go to work field. it might be cruel, i am sure. 8 months of internship sometimes makes me feel... urgh! not again.... but hmm, as stephen gately ops, stephen coveys said in his book, 7 Habits of Highly Effective People, do something base on their value not emotion. so it's true, 'workaphobia' is just an emotion. world needs me right. engineering needs me. Schlumberger needs me (ahaqs).

i have two works in a time. or maybe three. for sure it's two. a future engineer (insyaAllah) or maybe something else, a lecturer maybe, or a teacher also can be, and also what i am doing now in UTP. i don't have to mention i think, if you know it just keep it for yourself. but for sure i am not a drugdealer or an assassin!.. or even a rapist (haha!). i am good girl, huh!

yesterday, i thought that i can get somebody by now. but it was just a thought *grin*. i know that i have to walk and work alone (like the incredible). but as liverpool fc's theme 'you'll never walk alone', so i have to deny it for a second, but for another second it's true. i am a stubborn, i refuse to follow other peeps' way. even if they are leading to the right path, but i still wanna use my own decision. that's why i dare to say that i am alone.

i don't even care about what people are talking. let them talk, they deserve to. i just put it in a jar and i'll observe every an hour. LOL.

my schoolmate used to call me 'a unique gurl'. or in bahasa bugis 'budak pelik'. am i still a unique? if it so.... it must be cool!

er... actually what i wanna say that... i am quite nervous.... for the interview... because... my last formal interview was 4 years ago, in getting the scholarship. i.... am.... nervous.... but.... hey! it just an interview! and i am so happy for that!

-how about the interview by Munkar & Nakir...-