I Believe I Can Fly
my roomate is going home today. me? maybe in other 6 days. why ar? ekceli nothing to do but study for final exam. just because i can't study at home so i decided to stay. my final result maa... must be better. but, becos of my unsual behavior (usually i can't help myself going home) my roomate nicknamed me "Budak Tak Sayang Rumah". hmm.. it's not because i don't miss my home (waaaaa!) but going home means ruining my life because for sure i will lay to sleep for the whole week!
another thing,at home i am my parents' babyduck. what can you expect by the word 'babyduck'? it's a baby of duck you know! treated, fed, cherished, waaaa... if this is a year ago maybe i'll go for det but today i am 22 already la mama. nak kawen pun dah qualify dah (keke). i have my own target for life. even if today it still look like a kandang kuda punya life arrangement but i believe det it must no streotyping, let my parents' life is my parents & my life begin with a new line. i am seeking for det line. i don't wanna follow my mom's of dad's line even if they are the most perfect lovers, the most perfect parents... (of course for the most perfect daughter like me!)
actually my deddy won't let me independent. he ever said "please don't make your own decision, because you are still mine". if i'm not telling him about any trouble i am facing, you know what... "why don't you tell me? didn't you love me?". adeh. it's my weakest point. my parents is my weakest point. it's easy to weep when somebody says something about parents. yea.. it's not easy for me to weep... but 3 things! 1. my parents 2. when i am in anger 3. err... i won't tell you this one. those are major reasons for why i am crying. because of this not-easy-to-cry manner, my schoolmate ever said "wow, you are cool. you still can sustain when everybody is getting to cry" when we were holding a big mountain rock on our head during the very first year at SMACH 6 years ago. hmm... i am cool, huh!
yet i am arranging my life for the next 1 year. i mean, after that 1 year. the way to reach that 1 year is not in my plan! if this life line can be fold, i will bend it so that it will hide the period of 1 year and sedar-sedar je dah 2006! who can help me to eliminate 2005?
hmm... i am thinking about something to do during this loooooooooooooooooooooooooong break. i must initiate a company. i hope... i can catch all the things those i am dreaming of...
another thing,at home i am my parents' babyduck. what can you expect by the word 'babyduck'? it's a baby of duck you know! treated, fed, cherished, waaaa... if this is a year ago maybe i'll go for det but today i am 22 already la mama. nak kawen pun dah qualify dah (keke). i have my own target for life. even if today it still look like a kandang kuda punya life arrangement but i believe det it must no streotyping, let my parents' life is my parents & my life begin with a new line. i am seeking for det line. i don't wanna follow my mom's of dad's line even if they are the most perfect lovers, the most perfect parents... (of course for the most perfect daughter like me!)
actually my deddy won't let me independent. he ever said "please don't make your own decision, because you are still mine". if i'm not telling him about any trouble i am facing, you know what... "why don't you tell me? didn't you love me?". adeh. it's my weakest point. my parents is my weakest point. it's easy to weep when somebody says something about parents. yea.. it's not easy for me to weep... but 3 things! 1. my parents 2. when i am in anger 3. err... i won't tell you this one. those are major reasons for why i am crying. because of this not-easy-to-cry manner, my schoolmate ever said "wow, you are cool. you still can sustain when everybody is getting to cry" when we were holding a big mountain rock on our head during the very first year at SMACH 6 years ago. hmm... i am cool, huh!
yet i am arranging my life for the next 1 year. i mean, after that 1 year. the way to reach that 1 year is not in my plan! if this life line can be fold, i will bend it so that it will hide the period of 1 year and sedar-sedar je dah 2006! who can help me to eliminate 2005?
hmm... i am thinking about something to do during this loooooooooooooooooooooooooong break. i must initiate a company. i hope... i can catch all the things those i am dreaming of...
I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh
If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
Hey, cuz I believe in me, oh
If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
Hey, if I just spread my wings
I can fly
I can fly
I can fly, hey
If I just spread my wings
I can fly
Fly-eye-eye
(R KELLY)
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