lately..

lately my entry more to unimportant stuffs, most things are reflected to myself. why? naper? bcos, just by that i can feel warmer by heart. cos i am too curious to face tomorrow. if i can stop the time a second, i would make it so that i could feel the glitter for one more second.

i `m not a pessimist but in the thing that i really want, i would become a sarguin & i`ll do anything to ensure it is mine. i can't ever sustain any heart ache once those dreams are taken away. it's really hurting & makes me suffer. i can feel myself quite different when someone told me "i haven't hear something from you for a matter of time". the 'something' is something i was fight for it right yesterday but today it chills because i am chilling inside.

i have a dream that i never dream of before. i am afraid of losing the dream... if i can sleep unconsiously, i will sleep forever so that i can get there in my dream...

i can't ever think of losing... i ought to win this war! i believe that i could make it right!


-ya Allah please open the gate for me to walk through...-